As my final class... ever... came to a close I didn't really think much would change once I was "free". During my last year as a student my classes were really spread out to accommodate Morgan so I didn't think graduating would really be much different. I was wrong. Now I have so much time and I feel like I don't make good use of it. Some might disagree because Morgan and I play and I keep my house clean, for the most part, but at the end of the day I have nothing to show for my time. Being a mom and housewife has always been my true passion in life and now that I can do it full-time I don't think I'm doing a very good job. Dinner is sad. Crafts are undone. The cold keeps us indoors. When David and I were dating and I had to go to work David would always ask what he was supposed to do while I was gone; I'd tell him "Get a Hobby!" I'm afraid I haven't taken my own advice. With this time I've only recognized my shortcomings as a mom and as a wife.
On a more upbeat note, Morgan is a smarty pants! She knows where her nose, ears, and teeth are and tries to "honk" when she squeezes either her nose or ours. If you ask her where the baby is she will point to herself more often than not. I hope we don't have problems when the new baby comes. She is saying more and more words: baby, teeth, ear, bath (which is actually more of a "ba"), duck, and of course the usually mom, daddy, hi, and bye. She loves peanut butter and the moment she sees me pull it out she gets very excited - must be my daughter! She is now tall enough to see out the window in the living room and open the microwave, which she really only cares about when we're warming up her milk. She has mastered the stairs and with that came mastering how to get on and off the couch and bed. If you tell her she has a stinky diaper she will go get the wipes and a diaper for you to change it (hopefully that is an indication of early potty training?). She already flushes the toilet. She understands what most things are and if you ask where it is she is find it for you - a certain toy, book, keys, phone, blanket, water, etc. We are so blessed to have such a remarkable daughter.